i've been keeping dis in my heart for like yrs. it seems like i gt no rights to dcide on anything i wanna do, hu i mix wif n stuff.its your event n off cuz you gt the rights to invite anyone.bt i oso gt the right to reject the invitation.its nt tt i dont wanna join bt i juz really hate to spoil the fun if the pple tt are going are pple tt i dun like to mix wif.you can say tt i'm childish or wadever shit bt i really hate it.wud you enjoy if your enermy is around?you can say tt its been so long n stuff bt do you noe hw much damage has it caused me?i cant bring myself to forgive n forget.I'M SRY TT I CANT.n if you think tt bringing in guys wud make me go, sry bt i WILL STILL NT JOIN IF ENERMIES ARE AROUND.
for so many yrs, i've always been the one listening to as hu i shud mix wif.wenever i say tt i am hanging out wif the pple tt you dun like, you will show a face of disgust n wil start saying tt i oni noe hw to mix wif dem n nt you.to say the truth, i feel offended.dun i hv the choice to choose hu to hang out wif?den you will start saying tt oni dey are frens n you are nt.if i dun treat you as a fren, i wudnt even bother toking n hanging out wif you. wen i ask if wanna hang out wif the pple tt you dun really like, you noe hw to reject. reason being?cuz you dun like dem, you hate the sight of dem. tts the feeling wen you tell me hu you will be inviting. you always say tt hanging out wif guys is my priority, ITS NT OK. i noe you gt thousands of reasons to argue tt its true bt its nt. bt if you stil insist den i gt nth better to say.
maybe after reading dis you might juz break off the frenshp.bt i heck care anymore.its been really very tiring to keep it inside my heart.it has been going on for yrs n i'm sick n tired of it. bt if yo really do den too bad.all i can say is tt nw i noe hw you actually treat dis frenship of ours.

sarah♥