Friday, June 01, 2007 ♥
I'M TIRED OF MY LIFE ♥ 6/01/2007 02:00:00 PM
after tt 'BIG' misuderstanding,everyone sees me as a hatred to dem...some giving me cold shoulder,some always giving me tt stare like dey wanna kill me wen the time is rite...i really cant take it anymur...how i wish i can juz shut myself off fm dis world,save me fm all the sufferings tt i'm going thru nw...i'm breaking down...its too much for me to handle...y everyone blieve tt thing?y?!bcuz of tt thing,tt stupid thing!u make me bcum dis way!y muz u jump into conclusions,y?!it doesnt mean tt i'm siding the other party wen i'm walking n talking to dem!i had nv wanted to side anybody...i didnt even plan to bother abt wads going on btween the both parties!i hang out wif dem cuz i was juz sending songs to my fone...but u jump into a conclusion tt i hang wif dem cuz i'm siding dem n btrayed u... since wen i btrayed u?!juz bcuz dey said my name n tt y i btrayed u?!cumon la!i didnt even say a single thing can!wen u think ur thinking is correct,u went around telling pple tt i've btrayed u...n nw everyone blieves tt i btrayed u!thx so much la!nw everyone hates me...u happy la!u fcuking bitch!all bcuz of u!i really hate u!i really hate u to the core!nw even jaimme is ignoring me la!she says tt she treats me n tt thing as gd frens!but after dis happening,u oso treat me like stranger...so much for me bing ur fren!tok to u like ignore,ask u sumthing,u dun feel like answering...den start toking to tt thing happily!i'm nt bing jealous or wad!i'm juz upset as u went back on ur words...how can u la!i really hate going to sch la...going to sch,seeing all dose pple...i really cant take it!i wanna cry it all out...but tears dun seem to cum out...y?!y everyone muz treat me dis way!!!y?!i am innocent la!i'm like taking all the blame can!argh!
sarah♥