can someone pls tell me wad to do?i'm seriously clueless.i'm neither here nor dere, caught in the middle.all thx to you lahx! seriously.if you nv started it, everything wil nt hv happen.mayb i'm thinking too much into it bt i really think tt wad i'm worrying abt came true.if you wan to b so obvious den juz tel me straight.dun hv to pretend to b nice n stuff. i dun nd tt kind of treatment.seriously.you can treat me real nice n the next moment, you gif the feeling tt you might kill me anytime.i seriously cant take it.if you think tt i am unaware abt my surroundings, you are so wrong.very wrong.i'm nt dumb ok. if you hv any probs wif me, tel me lahx y keep quiet?scared i wil break down ar? sry.i'm nt so weak.if you're nt happy wif me say.dun pretend like nth happen n treat me so nice den stab me bhind my back.i seriously dun mind you telling me hw much you hate me. really.at least i noe wad are you're feelings towards me.i dunno hw to react to your actions.you are always forever changing n i'm tired of reacting to your acts.its a very tiring thing to do.i think i might really suddenly burst n juz flare up.

sarah♥