=.= dcided to gif my eyes n brain abit of rest bfore continuing studying for my managemant ica which is tml.wen dere is ica, all the icas come in one go x.x y cant dey juz seperate it like 2 in a week?haix wadever got to accept it even hw much i hate it.watched life transformers on channel 8 juz nw n i realized something.I SHUD B VERY CONTENTED WITH WAD I HV NW AND STOP DEMANDING FOR MORE. seriously.wen i watched todays episode, i found myself to b very lucky and blessed.i've been very greedy and selfish.always wanting so many stuff, anyhw spend my $$$.(more like parents' $$$) in the episode the mother is very sickly n has 5 kids.all boys.dey live in a 2 rm flat.wen dey were videoing the house dey live in, i was stunned n felt disgusted. the floorings were bad, walls were vandalized by the 2 youngest kids, everything were in a mess. dey dont hv a proper sofa, dining table, nt even a study table. the whole living room was filled wif stuff. i mean lots n lots of stuff.the room was OMG.dey oni had one rm so the whole family hv to squeeze into tt small little rm dey had.bt my goodness. the rm was so so messy.the beds were badly in shape. dey had a missing door wardrobe. in a whole, the house was in great mess n the condition dey lived in was really very bad. the father has to work 7 days in a week juz to get tt small amt of income. the mother couldnt work cuz she has illness.i really wonder hw dey actually can live in tt kind of situation. wen i watched, i felt sorry for dem. its really very saddening to c the environment dey are living in. suddenly i had this feeling of being very demanding, greedy, selfish?cant find the rite word to describe. i really shudnt demand for so many things.i shud always b contented tt my parents are able to provide for me. i shud always put myself in these pple's shoes n reflect on myself. these pple hv to work so hard n always struggling to live on.here i am living healthily and in a nice environment. so y am i stil so nt happy? y am i always demanding for more things? i shud really stop hving this attitude.

sarah♥